hello everyone, i haven't been on in about a month. still suffering massive burnout from leveling Bst to 64. If any events come up like NM hunting extravaganza or COP missions,I will attend with whatever job is neeeded that I have, but as far as just playing, I am just not in the mood anymore. The game somehow hasn't seemed as fun to me. I'm even considering selling all my gear on every mule and selling out on E-bay. I will however wait a few more months because I didnt play for long periods of time before but eventually came back. Anyways I just wanted to say hi to everyone and hope you are all doing well. I may pop on this weekend to sell a few items and see how everyone is doing, see if anything fun is happening. Gosh, I just don't know why I feel this way. It just hit me one day out of the blue. I think it's just all the time I put in and I feel guilty about abandoning other interests. This world was incredibly addictive to me. so much so that it became priority in my life. It kind of worried me. I justified my constant marathon playing sessions because my BF put in the same amount of time in his game of choice, Ultima Online. However my triathlon times have suffered and I even canceled several races this summer so I could play. God, I'm rambling..I'm sure you guys don't want to listen to a whiny woman. Well, I just wanted to say I miss all my LS friends, and hopefully I get out of this funk and come back, perhaps limiting my playing time, although I know once I start again, 16 hour sessions will pass by like 3 hours....sigh...Ok, I'm rambling again...I better go. Ignore the crazy Mithra...she's suffering from FFXI withdrawal. See you soon. Mynx